受害者

《毁灭理论-5.受害者》

许多人热衷于炸弹,他们搞研究,不断创新,将炸弹分解成为文字的理论,字字句句地揣摩,一个环节一个环节地分析。还有那些警察,他们学习更新的拼图,在一次次真枪实弹的对峙中体验爆炸前的紧迫感和解密之后的虚荣。炸弹依然在城市各地爆炸,并不是一个炸弹犯造就了这些。这个循环之中幕后黑手得到了他预期的利润,比预期还多;利润的来源,城市的市民收获了惊人的炸弹体验,这种体验的大小超越了他们生命中所有体验的总和;实施爆炸的炸弹犯成为城市偶像,成为城市精神的一部分,他们的所得自然不容置疑;负责抓住他们的警察们虽然永远不能抓住他们,但是他们也在抓他们的过程中混一口饭吃。 工业在物质和灵魂方面的深度,在炸弹的循环过程中得以解释。正如我们所说,没有完美之事,一切都有遗憾。

炸弹,恐怖活动,商业机密成为了城市有机的组成部分,成为了许多人的饭碗,它牢固地撑起城市里的高楼大厦,强有力地驱使所有人追逐利益,继续行动。依靠追问找不到任何一个受害者,没有任何一个人能说自己只受到制度的伤害,而不得到任何好处。火焰中有人受到伤害,必然是因为他们喜欢火焰,而不是因为偶然性的爆炸影响。炸弹游戏已经发展成一种非常可控,非常严谨的学科,一场爆炸应该有怎样的之前,怎样的运作,怎样的善后工作,也十分清楚。欲望是炸弹犯的一大武器,另外一大武器是人们所带有的那种不耐心。人们有一种看热闹的心理,让自己身处险境,深陷其中,参与到大大小小的每一场爆炸之中;另外人们对于持久的价值有一种怀疑——他们每一个人都深深地怀疑一切,除非是那种短暂简单,鲜明有力的事情。这种决定他们都乐于去做,但是却全然看不到其中的危险。

一个历史学家惊讶地发现,在爆炸中自己的三十页史料文献被不明人事改写,并且人们更愿意相信被改写的版本,而不情愿知道,原来还有与众不同的另外一种情况,“曾被记录过的本来情况”。爆炸的声音使许多人丧失了听力,听不到任何多余的声音;还有一些人紧紧地闭上了眼睛,就好像眼睛从来没有生长在自己脸上一样。一般来说,我们不把他们当成是爆炸的受害者,因为他们从爆炸中摄取最多,他们亲临现场,感受到了人类最伟大的智慧和力量,带来这些体验,就必定要带走另外一些。大众的体验会形成,会聚集,会扩散和互相影响;而小众的体验会消失,会不复存在。

因此,所有和这种不复存在有关的人,被总结成为受害者。他们包括了:

坚持也许的理想,真理,信念的人,包括那些坚持了自我价值的人,坚持称历史不再纯洁的洁癖学者们;坚持称自己有不被认同,并且无法被广泛地认同的异教徒;坚持模仿,并且永远不得要领的警察们。以及这些人所说的价值、真实、正确、标准一类的东西。

无知和不坚持任何事物的人,包括了炸弹狂热分子,每天关注着所有炸弹的爆炸,关注着明星炸弹犯;对自我价值产生错误估计的人,不相信城市的价值,不相信生命的价值,只承认爆炸和炸弹的价值;生理或者心理受到炸弹的影响,从而告别自我,开始了公共性质的生活状态的众人等等。

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