倉央嘉措情歌

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闷热的午后,不免心生情绪。一首吴虹飞的《倉央嘉措情歌》。还有一首安然的诗歌:

格桑花开的时节,
坦克前来灌顶。

那绛红色的静谧冻土
正变得鲜红和滚热,
有人在用人血和铁流浇灌它;
它泪水凝结,
陷入无声,
只有苍鹰依旧背负起那块土地
执着地
翱翔在天国边界;
人们可见
从此喜马拉雅神女的颈间
多了一串暗红璎珞。

无数的手臂从地面长出,
张向风雨如晦的天空。
苦难和屈辱的沃土
滋养着坚强与不屈,
也点燃了古庙废墟上
感伤的花儿
花儿在蓝色的梦中怀念:
怀念友好的哈达,
怀念欢乐的锅庄,
怀念安详的草原,
怀念漫漫转经路。

我,
荒野上的孩子。
在山歌中长大,
在汉语教导下
成长。
他们要我爱他们口中的祖国,
捂住容易轻信流言的耳朵,
许给我面包和马奶酒;
可是
流言的种子仍旧钻出我的耳朵,
这迹象让我烦恼、恐慌——
前一个耳中长草的孩子,
已像流星一样隐没在草地尽头。
于是我来到大山身边
寻求慰藉,
大山突然放开它响雷般的歌喉
以诵经样的庄严
讲述我们民族的历史。
那荒疏的母语
是格萨尔王的故国、
莲花生大士的度亡经,
是仓央嘉措只念给一个人听的爱情诗。
我第一次有了君王的感觉,
那感觉让我再也无法回到他们那里去。

……母亲和故乡的众神,我走了……
为了在以后的岁月里能将你们自由地怀念,
为了去寻找传说中智慧的海洋
一个人向南
向南

仅仅是一首诗而已,没有其他政治或者其他的东西。

倉央嘉措情歌

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strangers when we meet

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相逢何必曾相识,来自偶像派歌手大卫包伟。

Yooou, yooou, yooou
Yooou, yooou, yooou

All our friends
Now seem so thin and frail
Slinky secrets
Hotter than the sun

No peachy prayers
No trendy rechepe
I’m with you
So I can’t go wrong

All my violence
Raining tears upon the sheets
I’m bewildered
For we’re strangers when we meet

Blank screen TV
Preening ourselves in the snow
Forget my name
But I’m over you

Blended sunrise
And it’s a dying world
Humming Rheingold
We scavenge up our clothes

All my violence
Raging tears upon the sheets
I’m resentful
For we’re strangers when we meet

Cold tired fingers
Tapping out your memories
Halfway sadness
Dazzled by the new

Your embrace
It was all that I feared
That whirling room
We trade by vendhu

Steely resolve
Is falling from me
My poor soul
All bruised passivity

All your regrets
Ride rough-shod over me
I’m so glad
That we’re strangers when we meet
I’m so thankful
That we’re strangers when we meet
I’m in clover
For we’re strangers when we meet
Heel head over
But we’re strangers when we meet

Strangers when we meet
Strangers when we meet
Strangers when we meet
Strangers when we meet
Strangers when we meet
Strangers when we meet
Strangers when we meet
Strangers when we meet
Strangers when we meet


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dream brother

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dream brother

jeff buckley live from the bataclan 2002,t1

There is a child sleeping near his twin 
The pictures go wild in a rush of wind 
That dark angel he is shuffling in 
Watching over them with his black feather wings unfurled

The love you lost with her skin so fair 
Is free with the wind in her butterscotch hair 
Her green eyes blew goodbyes 
With her head in her hands 
and your kiss on the lips of another 
Dream Brother with your tears scattered round the world. 

Don’t be like the one who made me so old
Don’t be like the one who left behind his name 
‘Cause they’re waiting for you like I waited for mine 
And nobody ever came… 

Don’t be like the one who made me so old 
Don’t be like the one who left behind his name 
‘Cause they’re waiting for you like I waited for mine 
And nobody ever came… 

Don’t be like the one who made me so old 
Don’t be like the one who left behind his name 
‘Cause they’re waiting for you like I waited for mine 
Nobody ever came 
Nobody ever… 

I feel afraid and I call your name 
I love your voice and your dance insane
I hear your words and I know your pain 
With your head in your hands and her kiss on the lips of another 
Your eyes to the ground and the world spinning round forever
Asleep in the sand with the ocean washing over 
Asleep in the sand with the ocean washing over 
Asleep in the sand with the ocean washing over 

Ah do you meet the one I love 
and smell the one who loves you 
Dream brother, dream brother, dream, dream
dream asleep in the sand with the ocean washing ove

孩子在他双胞胎兄弟旁安睡

画面在风中被狂野吹散

黑天使缠绕着他

你看,他们黑色羽翼缓缓展开

 

你失去了你所爱的她光滑的皮肤

自由的风抚过她奶油色的头发

她绿色的眼睛向你说再见

她手持着她的头颅

你亲吻另一双唇

梦兄弟与你的眼泪一起散落世界各地

 

不要像那个让我如此衰老的人

不要像那个抛弃自己名字的人

因为他们在等待着你就好像我在等待着我的

而始终没有人来

 

不要像那个让我如此衰老的人

不要像那个抛弃自己名字的人

因为他们在等待着你就好像我在等待着我的

而始终没有人来

 

我感到恐惧呼唤你的名字

我爱你的声音和你的狂舞

我听见你说的话知道你的疼痛

在你手中你的透露和她亲吻的另一双嘴唇

你注视着这永远轮回的世界

在大海冲刷的沙砾中沉睡

在大海冲刷的沙砾中沉睡

在大海冲刷的沙砾中沉睡

 

阿你是否曾经遇到我爱的那人

她有着爱你的人的相同味道

梦兄弟, 梦兄弟,梦,梦

梦见在大海冲刷的沙砾中沉睡

 

Jeff Buckley写给一个朋友,劝慰朋友不要像Tim Buckley,只留下了让人伤心的姓氏。如歌中所唱,他被黑暗天使所缠绕,也许自杀,也许事故,丧生于河流砂砾之中。

 

今天一天待在家里,看了1000篇以上的文章,各个方面!真有成就感。洗澡的时候回忆了一下所有的阅读,大概也理出了思路。花了一个小时的时间,也没有多写出一百字的小说。因为一些莫名其妙的事情而操心:比如为什么LULUINWATER.COM访问起来如此之慢?简直是打不开嘛!怀疑DREAMHOST服务器被某墙限制了,一定是谁谁说了什么不该被提起的话题,于是伟大的墙动怒了,限制了速度:我不杀死你,但是时间可以杀死你。最过分的时候是半小时才加载了首页…幸好,洗澡之后看看肚破惊天,发现好像他的空间就很稳定,于是我打开了自己的页面,果然也正常了。

 

行动起来!在头发干之前写五百字以上!

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Dead Lovers Twisted Heart

Starlight Mints翻唱Daniel Johnston收入于《Discovered Covered》。Daniel Johnston每一次被我间歇性地听起来,都会强烈地感动,好像有一个人能够告诉你:我们只是情感比较丰富而已。

一幼的老师孩子好像搜索到了我的BLOG。我被围观了。她们亲热地和我讨论了上一篇BLOG的内容,导致了我都不敢轻易说什么。

最近在做剪纸和红楼梦的项目,昨天晚上,查着金陵十二钗判词,看着译言,不知不觉时间就过去了。回到家已经十二点多。

不知不觉,时间都过去了。

夜景很美,不是华丽的灯火,而是高耸的被拆除的楼房。今天带了相机,晚上也许去拍一些吧。

还是听歌吧。

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Though the whole world be blown apart
No matter how dumb or how smart
Still beats beneath the rocky rumble
The dead lover’s twisted heart
It’s too late to stop or start
Anything else would never reach great art
‘Cept the lonely faithful longing
The dead lover’s twisted heart
Though the wind is blowing free
And the sun is shining happy
Though your faces show no sympathy
For buried deep beneath the shopping mart
The dead lover’s twisted heart
Though this story sad it is
Wrapped in sorrow, borne of mystery
It was years of painless suffering
The dead lover’s twisted heart

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There is No Ending

搬家后暂时没有网,或者说,上网是一件很特别的事情:需要在阳台支起一个椅子,然后在椅子上放一个箱子,然后我就能收到邻居家未加密的信号。

没有上网的每一天,看了两本小说,每天作图到两点左右。反复地听 Arab Strap。这首最终之曲,谁有后半部分的歌词?

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There is no ending

Not everything must end
Not every romance must descend
Not every lover’s pact decays
Not every sad mistake replays
If you can love my growing gut
My rotten teeth and greying hair
Then I can guarantee I’ll do
The same as long as you can bear
If you love my little poofy hands
My skinny arms and reeking feet
The way I dance, the way I eat
If you love the morning spots I try
And squeeze before you’re up to see
Each torn ankle, each weak knee
But still my moods must swing
To solitude I must still cling
And you won’t love me every day
And suffer many a display
But plates may smash and doors may slam
My comments may be less than kind
But that won’t mean I’ve changed my mind
I’m a huffy prick the best of times
I love to sulf and shout and squeal
But please don’t doubt the way I feel
Cause when the Sun burns up the earth
Our progeny will raise a can
Here’s to where it all began
And every day I hear the world
Is cracking up, the end is near
I hear we all should live in fear
Bullies, burglers, paedophiles
Bird flu and passive smoke
(They’re coming!)
Volcanoes, earthquakes, tidal waves
Heart disease and strokes
(They’re coming!)
Terrorists with homemade bombs
And factions everywhere
(They’re coming!)
They’re drinking in the street
And they could steal your home
And I don’t care!

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Why people disappear

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his name is alive:Why people disappear

Maybe she couldn’t live like this
Maybe she couldn’t live at all
Will you ever with me this is she
So she made him not want her
How can I say more than that?
Whatever brings us together
Maybe I know as much as I ever will
We’ve been forever
Should we tell her
We are not alone
We speak a single voice
What sort of where is this are we
So we’re complicated so what

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