昨天记

昨天是高考的那一天。一说起高考,会想起很多年前,我高考的那一天,我快速地做完了题目,感觉一切那么容易就过去了。然后提前交了考卷。当然和非美术考生比起来,我的分数是微不足道的。当然,在那个时候,我已经明白了自己,不再被数字所困惑了。

但那么多年过去了,我还是羡慕那些考得更好的人。在更好的学校里,即使我已经离开了学校,也明白了好学校仅仅是好学校,自己还是自己。我羡慕很多人,我羡慕比我自由的人,比我有创造力的人,羡慕更曲折的故事,更坚定的信心。

每年高考的时候都会下雨,六月八日清早下着大雨,我打车上班。在路上堵着听广播。在我高中的时候,我可以在雨天骑自行车,让泥土从背上一直喷到头发上,但是现在呢,我上班下班要打卡,并且回了家要喂猫和设想晚饭吃什么,要把衣服丢到洗衣机里,放入消毒液和洗衣液和彩漂液,然后等它运行一个小时,在洗碗的时候去取衣服。我看着电视,看的不仅仅是故事了,还得观察故事结构以及研究乱七八糟的东西,比如一个广告背后的故事,一种运营模式,一个品牌的诞生和衰败之类的东西。

我羡慕那些简单的,快乐的人。比如邵爷在给笔记本装螺丝的乐滋滋的表情,让人感动 。感觉生活充满了意义。

前天就和MOCCA约好吃饭,结果前天一天都没有出门,终于在这个下着雨的周一,我们第四次还是第五次一起吃饭?某一个夏天和你一起喝的洛神花茶的味道还依稀记得,而一转眼三四年都过去啦!我们现在都有40D和未来的小窝了~MOCCA,我要当你孩子的艺术老师教给他/她一些非常重要的东西。

吃完饭一起站在天桥上照了几张照片,然后乘地铁回家。果然是城市的两端,等车都不在一个地方等。快十一点的时候我晃荡在没有人的解放路上,为晚归的人留下模糊的影子。到了家发现家里居然有好多人…最后,在小志同学强烈的要求下,我又重新打起了精神,12点和他一起又回了和平路去万达看终结者2018的首映。

另外一个奇遇:电影即将开场的时候一个电视台的大哥需要我们几个人配合一下,谈谈前来挤首映的感受。于是我先是扮演屏幕边缘的那个话筒让小志说了几句,又被要求让小志扮演话筒,我结巴地也说了几句满怀期望的话。

电影挺好看,故事也是圆的。回到家三更半夜,今天照常上班。然后是一天的工作:红楼梦剪纸、U盘方案修改、网页设计、两个将要做的标志。回到家吃完饭又是九点,一边看着书,一边听着阿拉伯皮带的节奏。

所以昨天的事情,总是要拖到今天来说,昨天的画面,也要等到过去之后再找出来。

听一首歌,看几张图。

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还有一个录音室版本:arab strap-soaps

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mocca你这张照片被我贴出来啦快晕倒吧!

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另一天

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转眼一星期就过去。

前天傍晚去看了装修一半的别墅,路上深蓝色的天幕笼罩,灯光逐渐亮起,将灰色的城市明暗拉开。在车后座上拍照,天塔和大馆,还有橘黄色的路灯。

4日至7日。我也跟随风潮,和其他的各大网站一样,进行休假和技术性的维护!一件有趣的事情是这几天现在访问许多网站速度都超级慢,FLICKR和TWITTER都神奇地打不开了,许多阿拉伯数字都不能随便地说出来。

除此以外,看上去一切都挺好的。

毕竟这是一个正在成长的国家,以及一个正在成长的城市。

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Dead Lovers Twisted Heart

Starlight Mints翻唱Daniel Johnston收入于《Discovered Covered》。Daniel Johnston每一次被我间歇性地听起来,都会强烈地感动,好像有一个人能够告诉你:我们只是情感比较丰富而已。

一幼的老师孩子好像搜索到了我的BLOG。我被围观了。她们亲热地和我讨论了上一篇BLOG的内容,导致了我都不敢轻易说什么。

最近在做剪纸和红楼梦的项目,昨天晚上,查着金陵十二钗判词,看着译言,不知不觉时间就过去了。回到家已经十二点多。

不知不觉,时间都过去了。

夜景很美,不是华丽的灯火,而是高耸的被拆除的楼房。今天带了相机,晚上也许去拍一些吧。

还是听歌吧。

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Though the whole world be blown apart
No matter how dumb or how smart
Still beats beneath the rocky rumble
The dead lover’s twisted heart
It’s too late to stop or start
Anything else would never reach great art
‘Cept the lonely faithful longing
The dead lover’s twisted heart
Though the wind is blowing free
And the sun is shining happy
Though your faces show no sympathy
For buried deep beneath the shopping mart
The dead lover’s twisted heart
Though this story sad it is
Wrapped in sorrow, borne of mystery
It was years of painless suffering
The dead lover’s twisted heart

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不过是微尘

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难得的假期终于结束了。给孩子们照相了,相片在kids相册里。

然后又是炎热的夏天,今天幸好有刘哥的两瓶菠萝啤,才没有热死。

第一天骑车上班。昨天和小志同学一起买了自行车,于是终于告别了96路。在洋货看到了许多好玩的东西,好玩的摩托车和美国日本的自行车都太贵了,一些日本家居产品打算装修的时候再说。

靠窗的缺点就是有很多灰尘,每天桌上都是灰尘。

都是小东西。

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流水账

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1.很闲,而且稍微有一些不适应这种空闲。修改了插图, 写了三千字,照了几百张照片,看了两个短篇小说,看了六百多个设计案例。但是依然很闲。待在家里,我感觉自己就和无聊的白猫一样。她会用一个早晨的时间来清理自己的爪子,露出粉红色的脚趾。

2.总是很困,想要睡觉,但是有些失眠。

3.放假第一天下午高伟来了家里,三个人一起聊了聊动画产业。高伟又胖了,都是因为干活太累。然后故地重游,去了原来公司,却打不开原先的那台电脑。

4.小志说他是忆苦思甜,生于忧患,死于安乐,上海太过于安逸,所以又回来了。这样不用穿西服上班了,也不必去考虑过多的问题。当他的同事们在五星级还是四星级的游轮上度过青春的时候,我们在做着一些更低级,但是更实际的事情。

5.高伟加油。换一个思路去适应体制。

6.小志的侧脸非常美。那台摄像机在远处是一个阴影。

7.放假第二天下午,去给大白做了绝育手术,大白康复的很好,半天已经可以乱走乱跳了。她唯一放心不下的是黑贝,但是黑贝被我和白猫黄猫关一起了。医生用我的热气球T恤,为大白做了一件病号服。下午大白昏迷的时候去拍了几张门外月季的照片。

8.美丽的花儿你们都有,如果要凋零算我一个。

9.风中盛开,风中枯萎。

+.下午的时候感觉斜射的光让一切充满了体积感,想让一个人站在立交桥的底下,我们可以一直聊天,等待光线慢慢地倾斜,到了某一刻两个立交桥中间的夹缝,会有一束神秘的光打在身上,然后我会在马路对面拍摄到这偶然的精心安排的瞬间。

30日一早会去拍幼儿园的汇演。就是七个小时以后。希望一切顺利。

希望所有没睡的人一切顺利。

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不稳定

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幼儿园的工作结束了。

这个星期的工作也随着端午节的到来走到了尾声。

昨天晚上,情绪不稳定了一会儿。看着《恶搞研习营》,只看到一百分之一,稍微有点阅读障碍。放假之后也许会好一点?

天气好热,还是别想那么多了。

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